my love transcends through space and time

kinsa man na c carol?

2006-12-15T03:32:00.000-08:00

naa koy pangutana: kinsa man jud na c carol?

nganong carolling man ang tawag sa pagkanta ug christmas songs? di ba pwede nga "magchristmasing ta na!"?

tubaga daw ko beh... please lang. kay wa jud ko katug tungod ani.

usa pa. c caroline ba ang patron saint sa san carlos? nganu carolinians man tawag sa amoa [atoa]? dili pwede carlosians?

hehehe. nagrigor na akong utok.

enemenenei chur sing

2006-12-15T02:38:00.000-08:00

joy to the world [bata nga wa kabalu sa lyrics version]

joy to da werl, dalor is cam.
let er ising kinsi
let ebri har repair iro
enemenenei chur sing
enemenenei chur sing
enemen enemen en ei chur sing!

hehehe *lol*
happy holidays everyone!

code snippet of my mood [moodchecker.c]

2006-12-13T19:13:00.000-08:00

/***************************************************************
* Dexter F. Go
* Software Engineer and IT Developer
* Xlibris, Inc
* Created: December 14, 2006
*
* for those of you guys who know programming in C. here is a code of how my mood works.
* hehehe! just for fun.
*
***************************************************************/

/***************************************************************
* Header Files:
***************************************************************/

// my variables
#include ‹var.h›

// my error trappers
#include ‹error.h›

// my daily activites
#include ‹activities.h›

// my sicknesses or excuses of being sick
#include ‹sick.h›

// date and time functions
#include ‹time.h›

/***************************************************************
* Global Variables:
***************************************************************/
// my mood sentinel

public unsigned int mood;

/***************************************************************
* Possible values:
* 0 - normal
* 1 - happy
* 2 - sad
* 3 - pretending to be happy
* 4 - jealous
* 5 - angry
* 6 - very angry
* 7 - would-kill-you angry
* 8 - overjoyed
***************************************************************/

public void moodchecker(unsigned int hasalotoftime, unsigned char stomach[],
                       unsigned int partyavailable, char feelings[], char problems[])
{

    do {
        switch (mood) {
            case 0:
                if (isweekend() != 1) {
                work();
                gym();
                }
                if (stomach != "FULL") {
                    eat();
                }
                if (partyavailable > 0) {
                    party();
                    if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                        drink();
                        mood = 0;
                    }
                }
                else
                    sleep();
                break;

            case 1:
                if (isweekend() != 1) {
                    work();
                    gym();
                }
                play();
                flirt();
                if (stomach == "HUNGRY") {
                    eat();
                }
                if (partyavailable > 0) {
                    party();
                    if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                        drink();
                        mood = 0;
                    }
                }
                else
                    sleep();
                break;

            case 2:
                if (isweekend() != 1)
                    work();
                if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                    drink();
                    if (iscompaniontrustworthy() {
                        sob(feelings);
                    }
                    else
                        whine(feelings);
                }
                else if (isinternetconnectionavailable() == 1) {
                    blog(feelings);
                    surfnet();
                    mood = 0;
                }
                else if (partyavailable > 5 && hasalotoftime == 1) {
                    party();
                    mood = 1;
                }
                else
                    sleep();
                break;

            case 3:
                if (isweekend() != 1) {
                    work();
                    gym();
                }
                play();
                if (stomach != "FULL") {
                    eat();
                }
                if (partyavailable > 0) {
                    party();
                    if (isdrinkavailable() == 1 && hasalotoftime == 1) {
                        drink();
                        mood = 0;
                        }
                    }
                    else
                        sleep();
                    break;

                case 4:
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        work();
                        gym();
                    }
                    else if (partyavailable > 5 && hasalotoftime == 1) {
                        party();
                        mood = 1;
                    }
                    else if (isinternetconnectionavailable() == 1 && mood == 4) {
                        blog(feelings);
                        surfnet();
                        mood = 0;
                    }
                    else
                        sleep();
                    break;

                case 5:
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        try {
                            filepretendsickleave();
                        }
                        catch (ExcuseNotAcceptedError) {
                            work();
                        }
                    }
                    gym();
                    if (istemperstackfull() != 1) {
                        pushtemperstack(problem);
                        mood = 0;
                    }
                    else {
                        burst();
                        whine();
                        if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                            drink();
                        }
                    }
                    try {
                        sleep()
                    }
                    catch (CantSleepError) {
                        forcesleep(pill);
                    }
                    break;

                case 6:
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        try {
                          filepretendsickleave();
                        }
                        catch (ExcuseNotAcceptedError) {
                          work();
                        }
                }
                    gym();
                    if (istemperstackfull() != 1) {
                        pushtemperstack(problem);
                    }
                    burst();
                    whine();
                    if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                        drink();
                    }
                    try {
                        sleep()
                    }
                    catch (CantSleepError) {
                        forcesleep(pill);
                    }
                    break;

                case 7:
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        try {
                            filepretendsickleave();
                        }
                        catch (ExcuseNotAcceptedError) {
                            work();
                        }
                    }
                    gym();
                    burst();
                    whine();
                    try {
                        mood = supressattack(attackee);
                    }
                    catch (UnsupressedAttackError) {
                        attack(attackee);
                    }
                    if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                        drink();
                    }
                    try {
                        sleep()
                    }
                    catch (CantSleepError) {
                        forcesleep(pill);
                    }
                    break;

                case 8:
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        work();
                        gym();
                    }
                    play();
                    flirt();
                    shop();
                    if (stomach == "HUNGRY") {
                        eat();
                    }
                    while (partyavailable > 0) {
                        party();
                        if (isdrinkavailable() == 1) {
                            drink();
                            mood = 0;
                        }
                    }
                    sleep();
                    break;

                default: // If I'm feeling nothing! Yes! That happens sometimes.
                    if (isweekend() != 1) {
                        work();
                        gym();
                    }
                    eat();
                    sleep();
                    break;
        }
    } while (amidead() != TRUE)
}

doing what i really want

2006-12-13T15:52:00.000-08:00

to those of us who have been to college, who are in college and who are done with college, or in general, us who are quite clear of our career path, if asked the question, "is this what you really want?", an honest answer would come long after the pause of hesitation.

yes. i've thought about that before college [or even during college]. is this really where i want my life to be? well, my immediate answer up until now is "no. it's not really what i wanted."

but to be real honest with you guys i am NOT really "NOT happy" about this career. it pays well enough for a fancy lifestyle. it is comfortable and safe and it doesn't involve life-risking tasks. you can pretend to be doing something even if you're really not. i can sleep in my desk [sshhhh! hehehe]. all these perks are only a few of the reasons why this career is so ideal. i know i have a lot to be thankful for. it is way better than having a screwed up life in the streets.

but even with that laid back life, wouldn't it be more fun to get paid for doing what you love to do best? when i was younger, i wanted to be alot of things: a pilot, a doctor, a lawyer, an actor, a pop star, a member of a famous boy band, the king of the philippines, the king of the world, a singer, a chef, an astronaut, a dancer, and finally, when i realized that it's the most effortless job ever, an haciendero. never in my life did i even think of becoming a programmer [do kids even know what a programmer does? hahahaha! let's ask them.]

but i have no regrets. and at this point, i am "young enough" to make necessary arrangements and a few tweaks to my career. i won't get too hasty on things. this may not be what i always wanted. but this is life. we don't really know when the next curve of this road is gonna turn us round again and leave us in awe. maybe there is something else for me. and it would not hurt to mix some of these endeavors if we have extra time. hehehe. who knows?

it's like that line from that song from juice: "am i happy? maybe not. but i never wanna lose what i got."

well, maybe most of us are not happy with what we have. but do we really want to throw away what we have gained so far? i mean isn't that the point of going? because you have somewhere else to go to? we're not yet happy and contented. we want to get there someday. and that is why we must continue and go on with whatever we have [our current career]. but not forgetting ourselves in the process. that's life alright.
multiply version: here!

gusto kong matulog, pero di ko magawa

2006-12-05T17:59:00.001-08:00

my entire world just made its 360 degree turn. Night shift ko. from 9pm to 6am. on some occassions, 10pm to 7am. wow. here is my daily meal sked.

breakfast - 7pm (dinner sa normal nga tao)
lunch - 12 midnight (ting toooot sa normal nga tao)
dinner - 6am (bfast sa normal nga tao)

yep. i'm like a vampire. hahay! and now. it's 9:30 am. my target bedtime is supposedly 7 am. a few hours ago in the office, i really wanted to sleep (kuwang nalang pasumbag ko sa akong colleagues para dretso). mao ni sha nga nagsiga pa akong mata karon gasuwat ug walay sense nga mga blogs.

argh! i really need to sleep. but with the sun shining brightly like this, i can't. naminaw na lang ko ug christmas songs. huhuhu. taod2x bacg mabasa na nako tanan blogs sa akong contacts. huhuhuhu.

how sad. haay... maybe i should look for a poison. pakatuga na ko please! waaaah! naa pa jud baby sa pikas room cge ug cry2x. saon na lang. magduka na sad ko ani unya.

i have to be awake and fully charged by 3pm so i could go to the gym. haaay. my whole freakin' sked's messed up.

count ko ug sheep. 1, 2, 3 . . . it's not working. *snore*.

original joke nako

2006-12-05T17:58:00.001-08:00

tao1: unsay tawag nimo sa ininglis sa babae nga konduktora sa jeep.
tao2: ha? dili conductress?
tao1: dli.
tao2: unsa man diay?
tao1: eh di, "pliti woman"
tao2: nge! [with the ang tv laugh and ang tv face].

sa wala nakagets, it rhymes with pretty woman. hahahaha! katawa na mo. mao ra toh... akoa na nga joke ha. ipost nako para walay mangangkon. haaay... mamatay ka sa kacornyhan.

naa pay usa. ang first part kay gipass around na. ako ra gisumpayan. here goes.

if jokes are half meant, 2 jokes are 1 meant. [wahahaha!]

[kani akong gisumpay]
if jokes are half meant, 2 jokes are 1 meant, then 4 jokes are double meant [bubble gum. kauban sa juicy fruwet].

nge! [harhar! mamatay ka sa kacornyhan.]

mao ra toh. nalingaw unta mo sa akong kacorny. the end.

mosakay ko ug 13c

2006-12-04T16:51:00.000-08:00

another one of them bulb light moments. last saturday, i went out to different places to get a drink and to party hard [cheavers talamban, vudu, pump] after being sober [and lonely] for almost a week.

in cheavers, i was in a table with 5 girls. yep, daghan ko chicks. just kidding. they had this conversation about some o the guys they went out in the past and some of the guys they dated at the same time. naughty naughty. hehehe.

as i was listening intently, hoping to pick up valuable tips about how to handle playful women like them, i was shocked to find that i was overhearing a very shallow conversation.

all i heard was mark with the explorer, james with the vios, ralph with the civic, etc. i could go on forever. oh my God! they were labeling their "boys" according to their rides?

i wasn't able to butt in. but it was clear to them that i had reacted obviously. then, i jokingly said, "kaila mo ni dexter? dexter -13c? hehehe." just to clear things up, in cebu, jeepney routes are labeled by a number and a letter [13c is an example. that's the route i usually take everyday.]

so, it's quite clear that i was being sarcastic. and i later on pretended that i was not part of the conversation. they just laughed and said to me. you are the only dexter we know. so there is no need to say 13-c. i just pretended it was funny. so, what's next? the moment they meet another dexter with an eclipse, i'd probably become the joke i started, to begin with.

it must sound really funny. but wow! i realized that even older women can be very shallow. shame on them. [and i hope they don't get to read this.] so, is this what they meant when they said that women are more matured than men? not all women are. but at that point, i tried to forget i heard it from them.

then, i went to vudu with two of my cute female neighbors. one of them told me, "humuta nimo oi, pangitaan tika ug chicks dri beh." i just smiled back and said jokingly, "kamo diay? di diay mo nako chicks? hehehe". i continued with what seemed to be a hangover of the conversation i had in the previous venue. i said, "i don't think naay babae dri nga ganahan ug lalaki nga musakay ug 13c... vudu bya ni.". i just stood there while my words consumed me. then she said, "so what? kami diay... ganahan man mi nimo." i didn't know what to say. but at least there are women out there who are not shallow. i didn't go on with the conversation. what i heard from them sounded more sophisticated than what i heard from the supposed "ladies" in cheavers.

it just made me think. every week, i go out with different kinds of people. and their statuses don't really matter to me as long as they get along with me. it was an eye-opening experience. and yet there are people who feel that they have the license to judge people with what those people have. what a shame. at least now, i know who i'm supposed to be hanging out with [sorry sa nacrush out sa akong list.] sorry, i just don't like really shallow people.

so what if i ride a 13c or just a cab to work or when i go places? at least, i am not like them. sophistication is always a balance of lifestyle and character. and i'm sorry to say this, in terms of character, they are the cheapest people i know.

multiply version here.

2006-01-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

cafya 2006

happy tree friends

2006-01-18T20:59:00.000-08:00

nothing beats cuddly and cute huggables getting beaten up, sliced, squeezed and brutally treated. yes. i can now profess that i have found what i have long been looking for in a cartoon show. such adoreable characters are best served bloody. my personal favorite is cuddles, the playful and happy-go-lucky rabbit (kinda like me... huh?)

so, you still think that cute animals and bloody gore don't mix? think again.

2006-01-13T22:46:00.000-08:00

i'm a rude boy that's good to thee, wit street credibility.

suka fest 2005

2005-12-22T19:55:00.000-08:00

People conquered the second ever suka fest 2005 last dec 21 2005 at the tarona compound...
Second kay the first one was when i was in first year... but i don't have pics of that and i was the only one who threw up.. :D

a night of vice, music and vomiting (i can't say that enough!)... as it turned out, and as expected, the night evolved and everything went wild... it even got out of hand for some people. tihihihihihi... the evidences are here and i have the originals.

this was my bday celebration :D! pics are available at http://picturetrail.com/dexter4a...

the album is password protected... i only give out the password to friends bec. some scenes are... well... not for public viewing.
Anyway, i really had lots of fun :D daghan sad gifts :D

many people to thank:

first of all, c Lord for giving me another year and a very good party :D yey!

then, theda for the food, and for letting me borrow her car for the groceries and for the kitchen wares... danhill sad... tnx... for his driving skills... and ely...

ella, for helping cook the food.

hannah and john for photos (hehe.... evidence is impoortant!)

noy titing for the videoke and the place...

the boarding haus people for cleaning up the mess....

kuya samuel for the drinks and stuff and... elaine for washing the dishes....

hannah, grace and may for gift no.1 - lighter and cig case

john, ella, jerry, yag for gift no.2 - guitar jacket

joanna for gift no.3 (bday) - shirt

joanna for gift no.4 (christmas) - hanky

ian for gift no.5 - ashtray

leif for the pangpatay nga tagay

yan2x for the sinugba!

and all the people who came and experienced the suka fest 2005!

happy holidays everyone!

in memory of my flash disk!

2005-12-18T07:53:00.000-08:00

friends and family, one of the saddest things happened to me today...

my flash disk breathed its last breath and said goodbye at such an early age of less than 6 months...

it can no longer be read by computers and everybody (especially me!) was devastated...

it was such a sad event for me because with it were lots of my memories... projects, assignments, researches, more projects, and other stuff left in it... (w/c i can no longer retrieve now!)

the flash disk was like my computer twin because it represented the computerized me...

it was so sad that it has to go....

and i don't blame it because it has served me well...

and now, as i bid it farewell and bon appetite (voyage diay!)... i must say that i can no longer work as effectively as i used to because without my flash disk... i am no longer able to carry around files that i need without this very important gadget. and most of the files there... are lost forever.

but the memories we've shared... and the service it has given me... will always be remembered.

may it rest in peace! huhuhuhu!

j-j-jaded!

2005-12-14T08:19:00.000-08:00

shyet!

so tired now...
came home from a dance practice in main...

shyet!
serious diay!

shyet!
la lang... nahan lang ko magsay ug shyet!

i have my hands full na and i don't think na makabreathe pa ko from this misery! got lotsa things to do (mau sad ingon sa akong horrorscope.. hehehe!)

i'm very tired and worried if i'd be able to make it through all this pain and suffering...

this saturday, naa pa jud mi SAD nga class... huhuhuhu :-(

hope i'll survive this trial!

its been almost a week since i last smoked...

hopefully i'll be able to quit!

2005-12-05T07:51:00.000-08:00

sometimes when i reflect back on all the beer i drank, i felt ashamed. then i look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. if i don't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. then i said to myself, "it is better that i drink this beer and let their dreams come true than to be selfish and worry about my liver."

2005-12-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

naruto vs sasuke

2005-12-05T06:53:00.000-08:00

sakura and ino

2005-12-05T06:52:00.000-08:00

naruto comic

2005-12-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

naruto

2005-12-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

naruto and sasuke

2005-12-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

naruto

2005-12-05T06:32:00.001-08:00

vengabus

2005-12-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

wall climbing

2005-12-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

mines view perks

2005-12-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

jose cuervo

2005-12-04T08:02:00.000-08:00

cuervo

2005-12-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

smiles

2005-12-04T07:41:00.001-08:00

me and my berks

2005-12-04T07:41:00.000-08:00

smiles and winks

what on earth am i doing here!?

2005-12-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Testing!
Just trying to see if this blog works!